:)..

Im sorry.

This post meant to be to my brothers and sisters.. I’m sorry to all of you cause of i can’t be a good example. I know i have been an unresponsible brother.. maybe I have for 2 years ago.. But since I was in my bottom of life. I just can’t accept the truth thus I express my frustrated feelings to you all. Will ya forgive me on what I’ve done.. From now on I’ll try to be a mature and responsible brother.. cause sometimes my attitude can be more childish than you.. and you can be more mature than me. I don’t have any excuses.. It is my mistakes and my weaknesses.Dont worry after this I wont do any of that.. To my brothers I’m sorry if always insulting you both. I should have encourage you.. Teach you when I have the chance.. I’m a selfish bro ain’t I. I’ll try making some move to you all after this.. I hope its not too late. To my sisters don’t worry I already make enough problems to you.No more after this.. J.. I can’t promise cause I’m a really bad at keeping promises.  Forgive me  alright?.. J

from left: umairah,natalia,naim and ajiq..

and she is athirah.. the only sister in the world that call his bro crazy ;p.

Just tell HIM.

Today.. I went to work as usual.. and I don't know why the old memory really bothering me at that time.. Its so freaking annoying. Until I cant my work done. Then I decide i have to let go this feeling. I don't care how im gonna do it. But then suddenly i realized,there's always HIM on our side, willing to hear any of our problems. I pray to HIM and i let go all of my feeling until I cried.. and with a blink of an eye. The problem gone.. I dont know.. suddenly I felt so relief and it just poof gone. From that moment I know whenever we have problems we should tell HIM.. cuz He's the only one we can count on. Alhamdulillah. That should be the word i have to say everyday and ever second in my life. Thanks. Now I can even hardly think bout the past memory. Alhamdulillah. Now I should be ready to be an obedient person to You. :). Thanks..  Im not saying this because of i want to show off.. but my point is.. whenever we have problems.. Tell Allah would be the best cure and solution and strive to solve it :)

Today...

Guess I never feel this kinda of tiring before.. its really really and really tiring. working as kitchen helper or chef helper. Now I know how hard to earn money for living. No matter how hard I work at the restaurant the salary might be only be 900 at most. If I worked before this I would realize how hard to earn money. All this time I already wasting my scholarship money on something that is totally rubbish! The only thing I had to do is studying and you get Rm 500 for free. I don't need to work hard at all. 9 hours of class and thats all. I can tell how regret am I. Dear God please forgive me for the mistake that I have done. As I said before 10 is enough. There's a lot meaning behind that number 10. I cant afford to turn back after this. I have made my decision. No more playing around its time to be honest to yourself. Cause you won't succeed if I'm not being honest. Besides i wanna enjoy my life to the fullest. No more boundaries. Except my religion boundaries. I have long way to go brother so enjoy will ya.. But before that I have 24 days left to work before I get my first time in life salaryyyy!! haha It may be only Rm 800. I have allocated Rm400 for my camera.. D3100!!! Yahooo thats gonna be my BABY!!!! Ill wait for you okay.. on 9th of April! lol. Ok and the other Rm400 would be my money for me and my baby spending time together. ;). alright then assalamualaikum.

My BABY :))) She's awesome isn't she.

First day of work..

Seriously it was not bad at all.. It was great cause i learnt many thing while I were there. Eventhough the boss did lots of talking haha but most of the time I could not hear what she's trying to speak lol. yeah and the salary was not bad 25 per day.. It is  a good deal.. as a helper in the kitchen haha.. Today is my second time i cut squid.. and first time I 'open' shells mouth and get the meat.. annnddd most important thing is.. there's someone that looks good in my eyes lol. well but i shall not forget my vow last time.. I will try as hard as possible for not being in relationship in 4 years... 4 YEARS my friend. Its going to be tough.. but i made it last time within a year.. but who knows i can increase it to 4 years.. it would be my lifetime record. lol. It is simple why i dont want it. I have a looottt things to focus on other than relationships. Plus im sucks at it. So as conclusion ill let fate bring me to that. Let the relationship seek for me.. Not me seeking for them.. It going to be long journey my friend.. InsyaAllah. :)... to be continue :)

If you wanna say "I Love You". Just Call your MOM!

This is what we call a magnificent pick up line to publish. Well yeah this is truthfully useful for a person like me :). Im quite confuse cause of.. our society had make this three word specifically only for girlfriend and boyfriend relationship only. But why don't we say it to our mom or dad. Thats more appropriate and well to say sweet. but maybe sometime we have to think about it.. How many times in a year have you said these words to your parents. Some maybe said it once a year during parents birthday and some maybe more than that and some maybe never. So my point here are.. maybe you are not used to say that to your parent but theres always been another alternative.

I LOVE YOU

First step: pick up your phone and go to message.

2.Create new message.

3. Type I LOVE YOU. Send it :D

simple right? :) and maybe you can add FOREVER at the back of that words.. cause  it is true that you love your mom forever. :) simple right. I said to these for the sake of myself and others. :). So for those who are really desperate to search a girl or a boy to express their love toward him or her. Say it to your mom or dad. Cause they love you more than you know :) 

Thank you.I LOVE YOU MOM.. XOXOXO

Time management :(:::: FAIL

Well this time i wanna take a look on my daily routine which i dont know where to start.Suppose ppl will tell the day start when you wake up from sleep... So alright then lets start.


12.00 p.m                  : Open My eyes. + breakfast


1.00 - 7.30p.m           : Pray... Buy some stuff for my burger stall... Futsal.


7.30-11.00p.m           : Sell burger... close the stall..


11.00p.m - 6.00 a.m   : Dota... facebook... Sleep...


as the conclusion you fail. And this is truly  Not MATURE At All. T__T.

Why Suis Lampu?

Most likely it is because i don't have any ideas what to put as my blog name. But then I turned to my right and left for a couple of times and i saw a "suis lampu" and I'm thinking that I am searching for some guidances for my life. So maybe a "suis lampu would be perfect for my blogs name. But who cares. To be honest sometimes I have a lot thing to write on this blog. But when laziness strike i decided to keep it in my mind instead writing it. Gosh! I'm a serious lazy bum! I have to change! -_- I already said that for thousands of times but still nothing change.Duh you have to change man how long you will gonna live like this. Sleep at 6 a.m and wake up at noon. What the heck.. you wasting too much time of your life.




Well this is the switch im talking about.. Crazy! lol yeah i am doing crazy stuff.. but not for long. Shall we start changing from today? ;) yeah sure. But make sure you do it correctly and if not nothing will happen. Trust your self. And No one can change you except yourself :)..

Intercepting. 3.43 a.m

Assalamualaikum.. well well well.. I don't know where to start.. but this is my new blog. my new me and sort of old me. I have ine before this, but that one will get me to reminisce to something that i don't want to remember. What is hurting me? we'll find out later. hmm for simplicity this is the introduction. I'm going to start fresh move on forward and no more turning back. Enough is enough :).No more playing around. Get serious and be mature! MATURE!