Guilty.

Alright lets make it simple and short.. I have applied for a teacher course and I got the interview. The problems are they ask such a quite of letter including why  I want to be a teacher and im actually dont want it. It just one of my final choice if i didnt get a place for UTP. And I have applied to UTP  and got its interview and im not well prepared to be honest. DANG!!!!! I dont want to lie them with telling such a big story how desperate o wanna be a teacher. Another way to say is.. I dont want to be a hipocrite person.. and i dont wanna lie. But do I have other choice? NO!!!!! Btw its gonna be this Monday.. and UTP is on Thursday... O’ Allah please help me. Am I doing right thing. -_-“. Ive become indecisive now. But I REALLY REALLY want to study at UTP i wanna be an engineer. I want to prove that im gonna nailed 

Picnic at Lake Bera.

Today I went to a picnic with my family.. well im suggesting that we should going to lake bera.. Last time I went, there were nothing special.. just a beautiful scene and thats all. But now its so freaking different. They built a jetty that almost went to the middle of the lake.. which give me chance to capture rather a better scenery.. Its really magnificent when you are close to nature.. :).

f/18  1/60  iso 100

f/36  1/25 iso 100

f/5.6  1/400

same as above

boat crossing.

double poles.

try to focussing on water

Falling leaves.. autumn ^^

Sunset  at last ^^

Well this is me.. my new hair short and spiky ^^

Alright thats all for now.I know some of my friends are in the middle of  final exam.. Jia you! and all the best for you all! :).. InsyaAllah everythings gonna be alright..

Just cause

I know someone.. :)

Black ouT!

My house went  pitch black when suddenly. And yeah my entire neighborhood lost electric supply. I think maybe this can be a good time to take picture using slow shutter speed. But the result would be more magnificent if i have tripod and a correct lens :). But these are not bad either ;).

1st shot.

2nd shot. try to get rid off the wire -_-"

last shot. Cuz i ran out of batt. lol. still working on exposure and
shutter speed.. :)

till Next Time. Much love. xoxo.

Suppose to be studying but...

Well this is another session with my babe... and the results is not so impressive since i captured it around my house.. so. yeah..


Lets see.. :|

dont mess with fire :p.A scene from my burger stall.

Its originally red but since i captured this in evening therefore the colour turns pale
and become pink. But it still has its beauty :)

Cats fight! lol. well these are my cats. the one at the left is Cik Mok and
the one that lying on the grass is Apin. But i prefer to call her Cik Pin.

'a'nother scene from my pan. Its hot and smokin' ;).

And last but not least. My fav ;).

Clear sky with evening moon :).

Thats all for today.. I havent spend much time with my babe.But thats okay tomorrow we will alright :). 

Much Love :).

grenade at 5.24 a.m

progress..

Hmm this is my first plucking song i tried to master, but i have some problems at the last part therefore.. this isnt complete yet.. but this song is really nice entitle "Another You".

An eye opener.

                       I have been waiting for this kinda of thing for sometimes. Well you see Im not going to deny that I might be a sentimental person. To be honest I know during this past 2 years I have been tested, during my A levels I had almost everything. Money,love,such a perfect place to have fun. In the end I almost gave up upon my future because of my stupidity. I might be a person who performing pray but seriously it is not what as I think. My mind went somewhere else. I dont know, maybe im not sincere enough in doing that. The happiness wont last long. After I finished my A level. Or specifically just before I finished all problems came to me.I had quarreling with my ex. And then I’ve been distracted by this kinda of thing, well its a game. But I cant get off my head from it.We called it DoTA. I dont know why I so addicted to it during my last period of studying. Im so addicted to it and it costs me my relationships and my future. Im not blaming on any of these but I blame myself  .So after I finished my A level... I thought everythings gonna be fine. But I lost almost everything. I lost my relationship. I lost my sponsorship and I almost lost my sense of thinking. And because of that I cant really manage myself. Even a small thing can make me really angry. Only God knows how I hate being me during that time. Hmm I kept thinking its gonna be fine when I get to Uni and date someone else. But its not as easy as I think. Cause I cant even make things right in my dream.  Therefore I think maybe keeping me busy will get me out form this kinda of probs. Hmm but it is inevitable. Non of that is working. Even my mom said Im being an immature person. Far from 20 years old guy. Its gonna be a hard time having conversation with me. Because of  I slept at 6 a.m everyday. I made a list of what i have done each day. And I have done NOTHING. Until this one morning. I pray to Allah. How I miss my old me. How I wish I have no feelings. How I wish I can return back and do it again. How I need a tranquility in my heart. I hope the tears that flowing that time was tears of sincerity. And in a split second everythings just seem alright. No depressing feelings and so on. But thats not going to be long enough.I have to make something to make sure this gonna be constant. Therefore, I have found this website which crucially provide me motivations. I hope Im going to be a good slave to Allah. Im gonna share some of it ;). Well those articles really touch my heart. Thats why im not denying that im a sentimental person. Im gonna build my self back. Be a better man. This time is for good .Cause all this while I have been tested and I did it in a such a wrong way. Really wrong. So I hope this time im gonna fix my head back and get back on the track. Actually the website I found is http://www.suhaibwebb.com it provides some advice and motivation. They are really good. And it was make based on real experiences. If you have time(try to J) visit this website  and pick up your favourite topic. I will share some of the content from these articles. So till next time alright. Im not saying these cuz to show off. But its for the sake of myself finding the truth. And sharing with you would be my pleasure of trying to be a good brother of muslim.

Learning process

As soon as i got my baby.. I straight start making some experiments.. At first the result was truly awful.. and then i tried to fix some settings here and there.. And I might say its a good result.. but from professional perspective.. my pictures are a bit imbalance and not that sharp.. but i am a beginner so what are you expecting from me :p.. 

      So the quality might not be the best but.. IM satisfied with my 1st and 2nd picture i took J.. alright then lets see the results

So what do you think?? OK? Or KO?

Move on to my 2nd picture...

Well it does look nice isn’t it.. but still lots to improve J

Haha Im sorry this blog gonna be my place to expressing what is inside behind those pictures I’ve take. :P. So till next time yeah J.

Its RED!!!!!!

Red!!! Hahaha.. Actually im browsing on internet how to make some photoshop effect on pictures.. And i found this article.. how to make an effect on hair.. I test it.. and damn it work lol! I made my hair colour RED! And to me it looks really good. Some people who are expert in photoshop would know that but hahaha its really make me looking at it thousands time.. I want to.. but guess I cant J.. IM not sure if there are some Halal hair colour.. But its going to be the same story... Our culture wouldnt let that happen .. they will say.. bad things bout it. But yeah. but anyway getting hair coloured in the picture already make things up ;) haha but gosh! Does red match with me?.. I love it really much. Except i have to low down the tone.. its too heavy i guess.. well anyway WHAT UP!!! A

Red is Not Bad :p