How lucky are they.

Salam :) and good afternoon.. ok my class will start about 45 more minute and I still sitting in my room blogging heck yeah! i don't know how to start but the story goes like this, I went for tarawikh and i'm not sure which day it was but the during that time I was standing beside a foreginer and he is a egyptian. Well I've seen him before but he looked really kinda mafia-ish haha. But what amaze me during the prayer was, while the Imam reciting some of ayah from Al-Quran I heard he was crying.. I was like.. Wow.. how lucky are you that you can understand what Imam reciting and you can cried about it. Cuz during the prayer my mind keep flying away and i can't concentrate on the prayer.. and its really annoy me seriously. I tried to but it is inevitable.. so that's why I thought if I could understand the of what Imam recites could I cry like him? : |.

Ignorance.

Frankly speaking, no one can't stand with my ignorance even me myself. I don't know where its come from but for sure its really gonna make people so annoying about it. Err I guess my parents have been through it for the past 6 months haha da** that was really bad seriously. But only one thing that I can't be ignorance if it is about the old memories. To be honest it is not that good sometimes to be such a retrospective person. Yeah I keep reminiscing all the things back which sometimes can make me laugh, can make me really in the bad mood and the most part I hate is make me shame of myself haha don't know what I was thinking that time. But, for the sake of betterment I think I have to low it down about  this <-------------------------------> much. cause I need lot of thinking here actually, especially when facing with my dearest baby P.CHEM. Phew and that was something to pond about which I have not prepare for it this morning :).. Come on man,, be ignorance to all of that for once! I mean for my memories. I can't deny that it is something that we WILL do everyday but just reduce it a bit would help me though. Maybe you can come while I'm sleeping or resting.. but not in my prayer and in my study hour. I would get so annoyed and cursing to that thing. Zzzz.. Alright then good luck. And Happy Ramadhan glad that I make my step into this ramadhan but who knows this is gonna be my last. So appreciate it! do as best as I can. Please and please and please do make some improvement alright? Its almost 7.. rise and shine baby.. lets get back to work.. (wonder where i got all this idea to write these :p) See ya! Assalamualaikum.