One thing I ask.

There is only one thing I ask.. Don't you ever repeat that mistake, I'm begging you please. Please save yourself and please forgive me on what i have done.

Thanks to Allah.

Actually there is sometimes that the old memories keep haunting me, but.. I always ask that I will forget them no matter what would it take. When I look back and pond about it, its not something that Allah gives me to destroy me, its about something that I have to face it as a test in this life. I am glad that I was saved from doing the biggest mistake in my life. It was a big mistakes so I wanna tell to myself that, you have to be strong on what ever test comes to you, choose the right way and you will be fine. I'm really grateful that Allah still giving me second chance to correcting myself to be a better person. But honestly I've done nothing to be that kinda of person. Maybe I will take step by step to go for it :). Well Ramadhan is coming so I hope this Ramadhan going to be better than before and am I ready for it? From what I see nah I'm certainly not. So maybe I have to keep knocking myself up in order to realise that this maybe my last ramadhan. Take it seriously, and enough of being such a boy and BE A MAN :p


If you want Protection Allah is enough for you,
If you want Example Rasulullah P.B.U.H is enough for you
If you want a direction Al-Quran is enough for you,
If you want a reminder Death is enough for you,
If all the above is not enough for you,
THEN HELL IS ENOUGH FOR YOU!

Phew. Undergraduate seems not what i expected.

 Well,well,well after a loooooooooooonggggggggggggggggg time i havent update my blog and tonight im gonna tell you a bit of how im being a UG student. Frankly speaking IM SUCH A LAZY BUM! seriously.. i dont know what im doing.. well at least that statement is only valid for Physical Chemistry subject, others are kinda so and so. Once, my friend said, It's not hard to be smart just study that's all. I still searching for a perfect way to study cause of before this i havent went to any lectures even when im in a level. Conclusion is GET AWAY FROM ME YOU LAZY SH**. Enough of giving me trouble. ZzzzzzZ 

-no one can change you except yourself-

I still care.

Hmm I wonder how are you today and what are you doing after sometimes we are not contacting each other. I hope you doing well with anyone you're with now. I don't know why i still care, maybe you have been part of my life for such a long time and I keep reminisce when I ask bout your life today. So its alright I hope you doing well. And no worries the memory begin to fade. So basically I will let it fade until it will completely erase from my head. Cuz its something that we don't want to remember. And If we meet again we will become a complete stranger again. :) but still I'm okay with that. Alright then Assalamualaikum.

Happens for the reason Happens for the best.

“When Allah tests you, it is never to destroy you. Whenever He removes something from your possession, it is only to empty your hands for an even better gift.”

I can do it..

I know you are the only thing or medium i have to connect with my friends but... I also considered you as my distraction from studying.. so im sorry then i have to deactivate you for a while.. which is facebook. so my friends ill be back if i had my holidays.. i said. if. alright then see you later.

Nah not yet.

I dont trust...
No I wont..
Too smart..
Too much...
Too perfect to be true..
No way...
and forget it.


Thank you.